I've think about it since primary school... about the future i wanna choose... between art and science.
Today, I made my conclusion, after a long journey. I thought that I've choose to become an mangaka, after I saw my 'beautiful' STPM result... but, the sudden change (getting into IPTA study the course of my choice) brings me back to the 'junction' again. Now, I have an option...
I'm very happy with it... at first... I've many choices... sewing, cooking, volley ball, robot making, drawing... I droped them one by one...
For all these years, I always put ACG as 'the 2nd most important' and science (engineering, robotic) as '3rd most important' coz in my life, i met most discouragement in my robot making hobby compare to drawing. 2 years ago, I once thinking of getting a permanent job, earn enough money and publish my own comic and become a mangaka. now, i've choose to study and bcome an engineer. I don't know why i choose a road that will be hard for me. I don't want to be the best, but at lease I fullfill my dream.
Now, I'm working to fullfill my manga dream. but my future definately won't be a mangaka. who knows... may be after 60, i'll continue to draw... but in that age, who else wanna read my comic... (MOST readers are teenagers...right???!!!)
From all the stories that I've created, I'll choose only one and spend all my money to publish it! (yes!!! I mean all my money!!!) then... I'll leave the ACG world forever! I mean... I won't draw comics anymore... accept I have time.
If you read the journal... and wanna reply a comment... please tell me which story that i've created is the best (to make into a real published comic)
If you've read my doujins, you should know what I mean
here is the option:
1. The 2 little boys. happends in a victorian background. a bit gothic style + science fiction story. The main character Uriel (girl)... my earliest story... created the time i was a yaoi + gothic fan...
2. The Greece story... fantasy + adventure... a bit nonsense. Shuwa as main char... people said a bit yuri...(aik...!!! >_<"")... but i don't think so... may be it's bcoz hera is femenist and ati looks like ati n kev looks like a guy...>_<" but have no yuri content! plez lar!
3. The sail story... I kept this in secret for some reason. Well, it's happends in tamadun melayu melaka... very malaysian story but chibi style drawing... (not so chibi). adventure story
4. The farm story. A watermelon which changed into a human. a bit nonsense (definately nonsense) a comedy story... not so stressful
5. legend of ce-ef... nonsense adventure... no need to describe much... with lot-sa lot-sa characters...
6. create a new one!!!
so... please tell me which one you prefer most...
and tell me which type you love most... (can choose more than one lar)
a. yaoi (why this thing put in first??!! ~_~""")
b. yuri (All due to the option above)
c. hentai (i'm not gonna draw it eventhough U choose it)
d. adventure
e. fantasy
f. science fiction
g. detective (or something that will make you think!)
h. game story
i. horror
j. political
k. religion
l. life story (like those soap operah)
m. proffesional (story about doctor, lawyer... etc)
n. fairy tale love story
o. nonsense
p. comedy
thanks for reading my long journal